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Welcome one,

Welcome all,

To the most entertaining place of all,

A place where pain is entertainment,

Yes that is right,

No risk!

No reward!

WELCOME TO THE CIRCUS !!!

aka, “My Life”

Act one: The Animals

The animals get taken care of by their men.

They own everything including their identity,

Their entire existence is to live for them.

They turn a blind eye to cheating husbands,

All to keep their meal ticket.

Exchanging their dignity and self worth 

to portray a life that was not their own 

Praising the bastard son they did not raise right,

Meanwhile I busted my ass

to pick up the tab,

Those are real dead beats,

trying to hide from the past, 

So they use me as a form of distraction,

to shift away blame, 

They use me as their escape

 I am the entertainment! 

they talk so much trash about me,

Watching my every move

My life is their entertainment!! 

What a joke!

I guess they must be fans!

OK Bitches

Watch and learn!

Enjoy every moment, 

The best surprises are the ending!

 

Act 2: The Clown

Step in the the so called “gentleman “

AKA “The Clown”

I was NOT interested in him at all!

but he was so persistent,  

 against my intuition I decided not cancel last minute.

I was not the least bit excited,

But I thought what the hell,

I could use a distraction, 

from all this havoc!

He love bombed me, 

And acted so interested, 

So pathetic his little show. 

It was only a matter of time, 

and just like that the narcissist came out.

 get used and discarded,

By a total clown.

Have a good laugh,

the joke is on you,

I Am a ten and your a two.

Ever heard the expression who laughs the last,

Laughs the loudest?

Thank you for the gifts,

 and Fuck you!!

And that was his brief performance,

At least I got a good laugh, 

BYE, BYE,

thank you for the laugh

Go disappoint someone new, 

I am way to busy,

for clown like you

Gotta go now 

the show must go on..

Act 3: The Ring Leader

Step in ring leader:

Entertain my haters ,

I mean the “audience”

The watch me and mock me

still they can’t stop me,

I am still here standing before you all ,

Me “The Albatraoz” 

Time to take out the trash,  

Taking ten steps forward

and never look back.

Living for all of life’s moments

I get thrown to perform 

feeling like a trapeze,

with no safety net,

or anyone to catch me.  

me against the world.

 they attack me from all angles.  

Barley survived the last show getting ready for the closing act,

“Here I go”…

Act 4 :The final act

Made it this far jumping through hoops,

surviving the animals 

and ditching the clowns,

All these challenges and setbacks

Finally closing it all with a winning comeback,

Building my business, 

 reaching stability for my children,

raising my standards,

And finally leaving the circus!! 

I hurt in private,

And shine in public

Keeping it together is the real performance,

Selfmade woman 

did not fold under pressure

finally success after all my failures!! 

IAM ENTERTAINMENT!!!

watch me elevate

beyond your purpose. 

close the curtains, 

shows over!

Goodbye Circus!

To be continued..

 

In Conclusion:

It’s your show,

your narrative, 

everybody’s watching, 

don’t forget

to hit them with a plot twist!

 

 

 

 

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